♥ want it so badly that it hurts
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"I don't want to live
To waste another day
Underneath the shadow of mistakes I made
Cause I feel like I'm breaking inside
I don't want to fall and say I lost it all
Cause baby there's a part of me to hit the wall
Leaving pieces of me behind
And I feel like I'm breaking inside"
who might have imagined.
while i think of going after my dreams,
i thought of th whole journey being a bliss,
and to be doing something i really love and enjoy,
its just pure happiness.
well it isnt.
because here comes something that i remembered from someone who once told me.
in life, there musnt be 'ifs' and 'maybes'
because if its going to happen, it will definately happen.
theres no such think as luck as when you succeed, it is from yr own sweat and blood.
dont give up because there are obstacles in the way, to huge fr you to handle.
its gonna push you down, uts gonna break you apart.its gonna pull away tr dreams and drag away yr hopes.
but if you really want it, so so much. hang onto it.
hold on to th dream that you have always want to achieve so tight that no one can ever come in between to break it apart and snatch it away.
success comes with patience and hardwork.
well of course those didnt only come from one person.
just th many others that come and go in my life.
in th first place,
being a pastry chef have never crossed my mind before while i was a kid.
its always me being an athlete or me being somewhere in th arts industry.
and its funny how that one person, one event just turn it all around, and here i am pursuing my dream to be a pastry chef.
th thought of me joining the industry scares me.
at th same time, it will be an adventure worthwhile and of a life time.
god knows what i will experience in future.
but i know what god have planned fr me is always fr th better.
i shall be stronger after each failures.
and i shall be headstrong after each experience.
depressing?
*sighs.
AND JUST WHEN I NEED MY GUITAR TH MOST~
th string Snapped.
damn you G-STRING! D:
imma get a new set of strings and restring my guitar.
and after that i shall play it like as if ive not been playing guitar fr months.
and i miss cooking so badly i can die~! D:
yesyes,i know i bale,like almost everyday.
but hey~
cooking and baking are two different things! D:
I WANNA COOOOOOOOOOOOOK! xD
and no,i did not and will never ever get sick and tired of baking,mind you.
baking, IS JOY! :D
im lazyy to update this blog of mine these days.
so i shall point you to my twitter *points upwards.
see that twitter box over there?
IM GOD DAMN active there.
so check me out there.
heheee~ :D :D
misses!
LOVES! <3
